of moon, birds & monsters

spring break was too short. time seems to go so fast these days. even winter holiday seemed to go by so fast. too be honest, ever since i started school, i feel like i need more time to relax when i do get the holidays. but it’s not enough time i feel. school drains me so much. & the thing is, i don’t even know if i like what i doing anymore. & my parents get the feel of it too. i doubt myself everyday… it’s a horrible feeling to have on your mind every second. (!)

the week before reading week/spring break started, i hardly slept. like literally say i had only 12 hours of sleep through the whole entire week: sunday to friday. so i was dying for a break. and it was a good break with some ups and downs. i suppose to go on a weekend road trip with warren to buffalo but last minute, my dad said no we couldn’t go. his argument was that because he saw the movie “Taken“, he got scared for us and wouldn’t let us go. i don’t blame him but now how am i going to break the new that me and jimmy are planning to go to london in august! i felt horribly bad, like extremely bad for ditching warren that weekend. then our dad treated me and nina to a musical on tuesday night. we watched The Color Purple and was it ever good. two things that will always make me smile are watching musicals (film&theater) and watching old films. i needed that show, it was a good first step to take a breather from my life. then caught up with some friends and with family as well. i felt like this whole break was a rush to meet up with everyone. i really wanted just some time to be at home and just do nothing and relax. oh! then there was friday night. friday night was katelin’s halloween birthday party and avni’s wine and cheese party. i thought it was a successful night because we found time to go to both and said our “hi” to everyone but… drama. anyways, the next day was my daytrip to london to see nina’s new place and to say goodbye to her. her place was nice but i worry about her… she’s a bigger doormat than me. & (!!!) omg, the weather was horrible. driving back to toronto was the scariest thing in my life. i didn’t dare to dose off. i saw a car flip over in front of us and another slip right into a ditch. that 3 hours was the scariest thing. i feel that i’m so paranoid of accidents now because i’ve been in a few already. what a horrible way to end my spring break. with a scare of my life. sunday wasn’t even my last day of break because i had to rush back down for a group project meeting. we spend 8 hours in the studio doing it. my life is so busy… agh(!)

here’s some old picture and some from the break: