i’ve been very unfaithful to my blog…
things are not looking up. sometimes i wonder what’s wrong with me. why can’t i pull this all together. why can’t i pull myself together. & it always leads to the fact that i’m just pathetic and a disappointment to everything and everyone around me.
on another note, as nina headed to waterloo and others head off to niagara, it just confirms that fact that i can’t stand staying in one place too long. i get bored i guess. or maybe it’s the fact that i need new inspiration to get myself going every two seconds… i finally talked to my sister after a long waited trial&error for each of us to be available to talk to each other. it was good. i miss her. i hope i get to go on exchange in third year. that’s all i am working towards at the moment for school. then maybe i can find something that can anchor me down. i am trying here. i really am.
(!) omg i missed chad vangaalen. that totally ruined my day. that week was so busy that i didn’t even bother to remember it. i don’t like myself right now 
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